Its been a long time now, as a matter of fact it’s been 16 months since I decided on an experiment, just for one week.
Back in a previous post I mentioned that I wanted to try something, to see how it might go, just for the hell of it. To just opt out somewhat from the expectations of society. I called it a society fast, to not buy into the things that society says that you have to do.
Well that week back in March of last year went okay and my world didn’t end. I still did what needed to be done when things needed to be done and I was able to do whatever I wanted to do as I felt inspired. So I kept doing it, the society fast. Doing what I wanted to do as I wanted to do it.
And guess what? I haven’t stopped. I haven’t found the need or desire to buy back into what society says that I’m supposed to do. What am I talking about I hear you say?
I’m taking about how our Western Society says that we have to do certain things, like relationships, work, income, career, worry and stress about tomorrow and how it’s going to be when I’m old and I don’t have enough money in my retirement fund, how at my time of life I should be in this certain type of lifestyle, all of that sort of thing.
That’s why I started the society fast to have a break for just one week away from that and see what would happen and I haven’t stopped. That was 16 months ago and it has been some of the best times of my life because I’m living in the moment and just doing what is right for now and it keeps working.
Now before you think I have it easy, that’s not my point. In the last 16 months I have worked for income in an employed situation for only 6 weeks and earned $12,000. I’ve additionally done a little audio and video recording and editing work and earned another couple of thousand dollars but that is all. I have been leaning on my credit card and I’m slowly going backwards at about $1000/mth but I’m fine with that. I live a very lean life and I have everything I need and desire little more.
For a long time I was looking for something to put my attention to, some strong focus and direction that society says that you have to have to be a member of this society. That was causing me grief and one of the reason for starting this society fast, to have some chill time away from that stress.
The thing(and this is important) is that I couldn’t find that career focus even once I started the society fast. So my focus was just on living in the moment and doing what was appropriate each day. I continued to look for something, learn and live, moment by moment and my life still didn’t break. In actual fact it kept getting better. I still went to Buenos Aires in July for four weeks and the work I did do on the film last year was better and more rewarding than I expected and reinforced that this was still the correct path. I continued to produce Your Story and I continued to look for a way to generate some income from something that impassioned me. And while nothing appeared instead of becoming frustrated and running all over the place with angst in my heart, like I used to, I just chilled and did what seemed appropriate in the moment… and all was good.
I can do anything I want at any time I want because I’m free to choose my daily activities and follow my passions. Sure more money would give me additional options like travel which I desire but for the moment my priorities are finding direction and I need time for that and employment would rob that most valuable commodity from me.
Relaxed and chilled, doing what I liked for months, living lean, dancing tango and learning from those around me and always aware that when the time is right the inspiration will appear, I just wasn’t mature enough in something yet for me to see it. And then it appeared…
“When the student is ready the teacher will appear”
I discovered it(yes discovered), I didn’t dream it up, it was waiting out there all along for me to mature in something and become ready to see what was always there. I discovered Create Your Life Story as a way of taking what I care about(other peoples stories), blending it with what I’ve learned producing Your Story, adding a pinch of my learning’s of internet business courtesy of Internet Business Mastery and ProBlogger, then wrapping it all up into what I desire to have as a lifestyle that resonates with me. Sixteen months later, I’m still here living the dream of fasting from the expectations of society and it’s still working.
Sure I realise that I have no money and it is too easy if I allow it, to start to worry about how I’ll pay for even the necessities in a months time. So I don’t think about it until I can do something about it and I always think of something when the time is right, in the mean time I do what is right for now. Now it felt right to write this post and get these thoughts down, a little later this afternoon I’ll probably do some more study and learning or maybe write a post on Create your Life Story or edit some video or maybe send that invoice that I should send off, I don’t know but it’s(this lifestyle) working.
How do I know that it’s working?
I’m happy! That’s all.
Is there any other measure of how well a life is working? I don’t expect happiness from external effects, happiness resides in me and I know that by living this lifestyle it suits me. I have the time and energy to explore the ideas that I think are important for my life(not yours dear reader), I can only say that for me. I would love Create Your Life Story and Your Story to become successful, earn a good income for a few dreams that I would like to create and travel a lot. I’m moving to create that reality but one thing I do know is, I can’t create it if I buy into societal expectations. It sucks the very life essence out of me and I would not be happy over there again as a wage slave, I would not ever be successful either. I may or not be successful here but I know that I will be happy and if I’m only happy, “I Win”